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writing about primary school is a joke, because some of the people r still alive n around me.. but lets try to keep this easy.. well.. i said primary bliss, but actually it is a DISASTER! i never like my primary life.. these are the few reasons.. some onli recently known by my ex-classmates, some didn’t even know about this..

during s.3, when i was balancing myself between 2 tables (for fun, just
swinging) and this girl came towards me and i accidentally kicked her..
i instantly apologized and she said that it is ok.. and what i know
next is, she reported it to the teacher, and i got caned by the
headmaster on my right leg, the same leg i landed that kick on her..
come on.. it was an accident for god sake..

i was a prefect when i was in s.4. well. there is this one day when i was waiting for my mum to come pick me up, i saw those s.6 seniors having a spot check in their classes.. i was curious, so during the tuition class at night that day, i told my friends that i saw those seniors raiding people’s stuffs in the classes (without knowing that would happen the next day), my friend who studied in the next class, told the whole class about it the next day, and so ngam, the spot check took place.. the teacher was curious why they didn’t got anything from that class and pestered my friend to tell him who told them about the news, and my name pop up! at the very same day, before the end of the school, the prefect board held a meeting and i was accused as the betrayer (sitting in the centre of the room), in front of the teacher (who i think is kinda psycho) and the headmaster.. and from tat day onwards, i’m always the betrayer.. i didn’t even knew what to say about it that time, i was small and timid and scared and speechless (the teacher rules by terror, and everybody is scared of him).. well, the teacher really used the word ‘pan tu (betrayer in mandarin)’ so i din create this out myself. now when i think back.. come on.. is he stupid or what, to have 2 different spot check in 2 different day, there are so many eyes.. why it should be me? the next coming year, i was fired from the board.

s.5.. i got a teacher telling me that i’ll be a moron and would not success in my life.. according to him, my fox tail is slowly growing behind my back.. the same teacher made me wipe the doors and windows of the meeting room on the very last day of school before we had break for UPSR. i got 21st position in my class that time so wat. and he said no wonder i wun become anything better because of 21st place? is like offending all those after me. lolz.. he doesn’t see us an individuals, he see me as something that he can manipulate, without thinking what i would think that time..

nah.. not to mention about all the politics and people around the school. but i do have some friends who really stand for me.. just wanna get out of primary so damn fast that i dun see those teachers again. and u wouldn’t even believe it, the disciplinary teacher who mem-betrayer-kan me, came n teach me mandarin when i was form 3 in secondary school.. talking about sheer bad luck!

but today, i guess if i meet any of these people around, i’m going to confront them about all this.. not to prove anything at all.. seriously, but just to make myself happy, because they did all those things, just to make themselves happy too.. talking about vengeance…

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