24 y.o. & good at nothing
Posted by peanut on Friday Dec 19, 2008 Under as a med student, blogin, charactersRemember when I was a kid, I wanted to be a hero. Who doesn’t? Everytime I watch Mac Gyver or Kamen Rider, I would imagine myself become them and jump all over the house. And no I do not like Power Rangers because I think their dinasours and cars are a bit too much. Plus Power Rangers consist of 5 people while I’m only 1. Acting out multiple personalities is dangerous and tiring and sounder bipolar.
But, it is not about the movie character or the heroes or the gadgets.
Ultimately, I wanna be good in something. Something that other people are not good in. That will make me unique. That will make me stand out. I was so timid and like to hide among my friends during primary schools. One of my respected teacher told me that - what kind of animals you prefer, those that live in herds, or those that move alone? Predators hunt alone. Eagles don’t fly around with the whole family and lions do not move in 10 or 20.
It makes sense. If you wanna be special, you need to be alone, or be in a very small group with a very refined skill on something or about something.
So far, I’m just half a pale of water here and there. I’m never pro in something. Not to even say semi pro. Everyday I envy those that find their places in this world. People that are famous because they got something which is belong to them. I know what people say when they see some people like me. ‘Being a part of a big team is also something special. All we need is to do our part well and that’s it.’ But I beg to differ. I would not want to be only a part. I wanna be pro… in something.
And hopefully that something is not too far for me to discover!
Heck. Ulcer pain.
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December 19th, 2008 at 12:28 am
so, this is your scheduled post?
dude, no man is an island…
do you really think it’s happy being an Eagle?
is it really that important to stand out?
the truth is, one does not need to be alone to be special..
everyone is special in his/her own ways…
and if being special means having to live alone,
i think, i rather be just ordinary….
but that’s just me.
to the world, you may be just someone, ordinary,
but to someone, you may be the world..
patients remember their doctors, and medical students, those who cared, held their hands, listened to them,
and guess what?
you are already on your way of being just that..
cheers~ ^^
December 19th, 2008 at 12:10 pm
Niaaaa beh. I wrote a nice, nice comment and I lost connection. This has been happening lately.. makes me wanna cry.
I was saying that it’s okay to be emo esp. when you’re in pain. McGyver was a big hit in his time! Ooohhhh.. the golden curls and he was simply amazing. Everything around him can be a weapon or an item to aid him LOL
You are special, don’t think less of yourself.
December 19th, 2008 at 1:31 pm
shinyin,
tat’s u mar.. tat’s why i’m different :P but i know u can’t live without ur ji mui laaa.. hahahaha..
CJ,
cheh i thought my post makes u cry.. mana tau is ur connection.. hahaha.. sometimes people will think like tat laa.. sometimes onli.
December 20th, 2008 at 4:14 am
Be patient! Time comes to those who wait! Be yourself…and do what you do do well. We are like a drop of water in the big ocean and we contribute in our small little ways…so that in years to come, we can look back and say, however small, it has been a life worthwhile. I have been through that…and I’d like to believe I’ve lived my life and lived it well.
December 20th, 2008 at 2:44 pm
then become 25 y.o & good at EVERYTHING..
Merry christmas & Happy New year in advance.~(^V^)~
December 20th, 2008 at 3:29 pm
haha…楼上的Joe,y sounds like u will w/o connection for long long time? everything oso交待清楚先？哈哈。。。
Should use russian direct translate saying: “not good at nothing” O(n_n)O
做法比想法更为重要。至少，你懂你缺什么。
有的人，连自己的方向与目标都还blur blur不清楚。
不怕才不够，只怕志不立。
至于，特别~是出自于{在乎}又或是{特别的人}眼里，才会显现。<–（同意1楼的说法）
时代的巨人？！那就要用今天点亮明天！~~~
okie, wish u a very happy Christmas oso ^o^ !
December 20th, 2008 at 4:56 pm
same here…feel so useless suddenly
December 20th, 2008 at 5:49 pm
joethew,
computer sent back so cham worrrrrrr…. kesian.. happy new year and merry christmas is advance for u first.
shushien,
different people want different thing mar..
barty,
you can feel useless, but u kenot feel like going home. kenot!
December 24th, 2008 at 9:24 pm
shushien,cuz losing connection is smt equal to death(in net world)..lol..=P