Mar 28

Despite

Posted by peanut on Sunday Mar 28, 2010 Under as a HO, blogin

the fact that I’m in my 2nd posting.

I’m happy that I still wake up in the morning wishing that I could do some good today.

I’m happy that I still could stand there and ask how are you to my patient each day.

I’m happy that I actually have these thoughts that this all is a happy start of a day.

Despite the fact that I have things to do,

I’m happy I go to clinic and see more people.

I’m happy I’m picking up things.

I’m happy that I come back and I would want to revise things that I read and learned.

Despite the fact that social life is given a big discount.

I’m happy to learn how to deal with myself.

I’m happy some people still support this backbone of mine.

I’m happy that it is actually not that hard to take the first step.

Despite the fact that all my theories that I developed in the past few years didn’t really stay in my mind anymore,

I’m happy that I’m actually more or less doing what I wanted myself to be.

I’m happy that I still have a certain power and influence over my own mind.

I’m happy I’m shaping something different.

So, it is not that bad after all. I think I have my own plan already.

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    • 3 Responses to “Despite”

    1. jerald pinto Says:
      March 28th, 2010 at 10:52 pm

      high five and cheers doctor~

    2. confessions of a house officer Says:
      April 12th, 2010 at 11:26 pm

      i’m happy to be reading this, and i am happy that it made me happy too! =)

    3. peanut Says:
      April 13th, 2010 at 2:15 pm

      but now i not happy d.

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